Flipping around I go

I want to be pursued. I want to be pursued by God. I may be already but I can be so blind. I want to be valued as precious and needed. I think I also want to be valued by people that surround me. I want to feel special to them. Have you ever had one of those days of not feeling very special. I watch many around me who are in relationships and where they guy is pursuing them because they are special and significant to them. I want to feel like that to God and people. I know that the God one matters most but heck, I'm human.