yesterdays thoughts and tomorrows dreams...

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

A Camera and Cute Boys...

Well now that I got your attention by making you curious about the cute boys... They are definitly cute! Some of the cutest! Almost 2 weeks ago, I got to play with those cute boys. It was quite fun and at the begining, I almost had trouble understanding what they were saying. It was like they were almost from a different country trying to learn english! Which in fact, is pretty close. Yes... These cute boys happen to be three years old. So yes they are trying to learn english and find some difficulty of it. They also have a thick accent you have to get used to first! For some fun for the boys and great memories for me, I thought I would get out my camera and let them have a chance with it. So they were off! They loved the camera! Knowing what to do and how to work it were completely different from loving it. Did they get the idea of pointing the camera at someone or something and pushing the button on the top? Not quite, but I think with a little more practice, they will get better. Before these cute boys get older, I will give you a taste to the delightful time we had that could potentially be imbarrasing for them when they are older. So I hope you enjoy these pictures of quite cute boys!

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Memories!

So tonight I got my year book from last year. It is so awesome! Have I ever mentioned how much I LOVE pictures? Seriously. The thing is filled with big pictures and I love it. They are bright and vibrant. They bring me back to joyous memories and happy times. I like those kind of things. Memories are wonderful things. Being with my fellow school mates of last year was wonderful. It was like we were only apart for a couple of weeks. Oh happy day.

You know how when sometimes you said something that you wish you didn't and feel like a complete loser and thing that you just lost a friend? I am also kinda feeling like that tonight. It kind of sucks! I think I am also just really confused about everything. I am not very good at being friendly all the time. I think that when it gets later, I become quite silly and feel regret. But there is no excuse.

As I look through my year book, I can't help but laugh about Trevor. He was a true funny one. A bunch of us miss this dear fellow that we haven't seen for a couple of months. Lots of his quotes will stay with us forever.

I think we need to embrace life a little bit more. I think we need to love people just a little bit more. I think we need to strive to be more like Jesus every moment. Of course I know I fail at all of these but I would love give it a bit more effort.

Christmas songs are so wonderful. At church, Ted talked about some christmas songs and told about the song writers and such. It was awesome. I really enjoyed it. It was a different spin on things. It made you think a bit more when you sang them. Very interesting.

Well I guess that is all my scattered thoughts for now. Have a wonderful week!

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Scattered Thoughts For Today

These new phases of life just keep creeping up on me. I am finding that I just don't know what to do with my self! I feel not complete. It is a weird feeling. I am scared a bit for the future. I found out just this week that a friend of mine probably won't be coming home as soon as she was going to be. Another friend just told me that they are moving to Kelowna. Another friend is going to live in another country for a couple months. Then a bunch of other friends are in big relationships. I feel kinda odd. I don't know if it is a left behind feeling or what. I don't know what I want to do with my life but so many of my friends are doing things with themselves. I don't know! It is a weird feeling.


I love christmas. I love giving gifts and writing cards. I love it when people know that they mean a lot to me and many others. I like it when people feel special. Christmas is a good time to tell people they are special to you. It is wonderful.


The winter season is cold but sometimes refreshing. This picture was taken for a friend who is really across the world. So if she reads this, it really was very cold and we really miss your smiling face.

This picture also is quite important to me because of the other friend in it with me! I love her a whole lot.

I find that I am trying to hang on to how things used to be. But it still doesn't make it easier knowing that all these people are leaving. Bah!

This post may have not really made any sense at all but oh well! It works for me. I am kind of scatter brained anyways.